Baby Lia Crosby!
8.01.2010
Baby Girl!
2.22.2010
around the next corner..
Derrick's Afghanistan deployment is sneaking up on us faster then I would like and now more than ever I realize I am NO WHERE near ready to deal with it.
Last night I had a horrible dream:
It was time for Derrick to leave, and he was leaving with the advanced party so every one else I knew still had their husband at home while mine was on his way. In the dream I was standing there crying my eyes out holding Jack and Josh, not understanding why I was having to say goodbye so soon. I stood there crying with my two kids watching a bus pull away with half my heart.
I woke up sweating and my head was a mess, it took me a while to get back to sleep.
At this point I don't even know what or how to think. I have been trying hard not to even think about it, but I suppose my sub conscious mind has been all along.
I am going to miss him so much, it seems like he just got back from iraq.
I will pray everyday for his safety and speedy home coming. I hope he keeps a clear mind and is focused on his job well enough to be able to do what he needs to do perfectly.
I love my husband so much.
1.29.2010
wish list
I have a giant wish list that seems to be growing by the second.
here is my list:
1.-new macbook pro!
2.-the new i-pad!
3.-a new SLR camera!
4.-the upgraded iphone
5.- this beautiful ring from zales!
6.-a membership to curves!
7.- an elliptical for at home!
8.- a tanning package!
thats all i can think of now but im sure ill be adding more soon!
why do my kids hate sleep?
sleep is such a great thing, im not sure why my kids think so little of it. joshua kept me up most of the night, and jack woke me up early. i even took jack to the play ground for no joke about 3 hours yesterday, we got there at 2:30 and did not get back home until 5:30. 6:30 was bath time and bed was right after that. jack did not fall asleep until probably 8. i ate some dinner and cleaned up, washed cuppies and bottles, steamed out bottle nipples and suckers, filled some bottles and went p to bed where jack was still awake and joshua was being a jerk. i finally fell asleep around 10:30-11 ish and joshua woke at around 12:30 for a bottle, then again at 2:30 and then didnt go back to sleep until around 4:30, but not before he sucked down another bottle, and then jack woke up again at 7 for some milk and to get up and begin the day. now i am downstairs with jack watching diego and joshua is catching up on sleep upstairs. lucky him.
i just dont understand why they wont go to sleep at bed time and not wake up again until morning. because they hate sleep and wish me to be a walking zombie.
love my damn kids.
1.21.2010
home bound...
Derrick has been gone on the big island for training for 1 week today, we still have 1 more week to go before he comes home. he will only be home for about a week before he leaves again to cali for CAX. He will be there for 5 weeks and i am seriously wanting to go home for those 5 weeks. i dislike being here on my own and i think that this would be a good opportunity for the rest of my family and derricks family and our friends to get so meet joshua while he is still a baby and of course to get to see jack again.
living in hawaii is nice, the weather is great and it is beautiful here! there is a lot more to do here then there is at home and i am trying hard to enjoy the time i have left here but lately i have been craving the cold! i know its been snowing a lot back home and i want to be there. i miss snow days a little, which is something i never thought i would say! I want to be bundled up in warm clothes, sipping hot tea, watching the snow fall! i want to see jack playing outside in the snow with the dogs! I want to sit by the blazing fire, drink hot chocolate, and wrap up in a warm blanket and watch a good movie! i am craving home and i think 5 weeks would be the perfect amount of time to get this craving out of my system.
i am home bound..
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